Clay Pots & Wooden Spoons

I really don’t like it when other people use my computer. My siblings use it so I end up seeing the things they research about from time to time. It doesn’t help that my sister is taking up nursing. A few weeks ago I woke my computer from sleep and was surprised to see the browser opened to www.reliefhemorrhoid.com. Whenever she does her research for her classes, she leaves the browser open. That is why I have learned not to bring food on the computer. I don’t want to lose my appetite.

Valentine’s is not a special day for me simply because I have always been single so the Valentine commercialism never really applied or worked for me. When we do go out on Valentine’s day, we go out with Mom to get some girl bonding and do some shopping. I have to remember that I need to get some cocoa butter lotion or cream since people say it helps with stretchmarks. Yes I do have them because I have always been overweight since I was young. Back then elders used to say use sebo de macho. Lol. Found this cocoa butter stretch marks site earlier, I’ll try and see if I can find some useful information that would work out for me.

I need a facial. My nose is filled with blackheads and its really annoying me. I stopped using my facial wash because it was making my face really oily and its making zits grow all over my face. The downside is the multitude of blackheads I have to deal with. I find it uncomfortable going out when my nose isn’t blackhead free. I have to try the nose peel thingy from Watson’s if its going to work. If not, I’ll schedule a treatment with the dermatologist before our HK trip next month.

I haven’t seen much infomercials that advertises fat burners for men lately. Most of the ads I see on the Home TV Shopping channel are geared towards women. I’ve seen new ones where the ones providing testimonials are locals especially for weight loss, scar removal as well as stretch marks removal. The other ones are the usual, knives, exercise stuffs, sauna, beds and cooking gadgets.
The latest one I saw was an electronic weighing scale for the kitchen which if I’m not mistaken was being plugged by its Korean manufacturers. Its quite neat and I was tempted to order one because I need it for measuring my baking ingredients. Although I really don’t like ordering on TV shopping networks. I feel safer buying from a store where I can actually test the item, especially for electronics.

Something happened a few days ago that told me it was time to let it go. Tons of blinking exit signs flashed in my mind and I finally accepted that it was time. I’ve been holding on to something that never existed and its time I finally accept that it was not meant to be. Somehow that brought closure more than any words can. It wasn’t mine and never will be. Time to go out and find what lies ahead for me.