Sick…
I’m officially sick. -sigh- My body feels like its going to give up soon, my head feels like its going to split and my eyes feel like they are about to pop out. Writing is my stress reliever at the moment. I haven’t written for a bit and it feels good to be able to rant and just let it all out. I want to be free from all these pain. I need to stop working. Its sad because I spent so much time and energy in learning the ropes of what I’m doing and I know I still have a lot to learn but I can’t continue with this. Its my health I’m putting at risk and I don’t think its such a worthwhile investment. I can’t function when my body has given up on me so I don’t want to work till I can’t last it anymore then spend all those funds I saved up just to get my health back again. That’s just plain dumb. 
I want to be bake as much as these people here love to model these Oscar de la Renta clothes. I know its baking I want, I just need to focus on it more now.
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Here they come again…
I was at work today when my headaches started again. Crap. I had to take some medicines and I was advised to rest for 45 minutes but I ended up sleeping for over an hour. 2 hours more actually. I pray that this doesn’t keep on. I would have to resign if that happens. I can deal with pimples and acne because I can take simple treatments for it like Differin, but for my headaches, I don’t want to undergo those relaxants I had to take back then. I felt like a cripple when I drank them because I can barely move. Even if I was helped up, I couldn’t get my legs to work. That was one of the worst times in my life. I can’t deal with it again. I love my job, but I think I love my health more.
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Craving for Coffee is bad for my health.
Meh. I’ve been drinking so much Kapeng Barako. Its what makes people like me live through stressful nights. >.< I was looking around sites and I saw one website that sells coffee and some of the things they have are branded coffees. I saw dunkin donuts one there, even Starbucks coffee. Its been a long time since I’ve had Starbucks. It was easier when I was in Taft. Starbucks was just a few meters away from the campus. I can get coffee there anytime I wanted if I had enough money. Hehe. I miss school. Sigh.
But then coffee is bad for me. I get headaches when I drink too much of it. >.< I can’t help it. Coffee is <3.
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Random Blurbs,…
Sometimes I wonder how my life would have been if I had decided to actually follow my first course choice which is Accounting. Sometimes I think about how intrigued I was about insurance, especially when our professors talked about mortgage life insurance and the other plans their previous students offer them. Sometimes I reminisce when I was still able to see my college friends. Now I barely hear from them. Its like we all revolve around different things and there is no more time for us to talk or see each other at all. I don’t even know how they are. I miss those days. Working is fun but not working is funner. If only. I should have known. Sigh.
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Streeeeeessss…
I’m getting so stressed out to the point that I get nightmares about my tickets. >.< Good thing I’m not prone to acne or else my face would be a big lump of breakouts right now. I’m even experiencing UTI and my ass hurts a lot these days. Plus my body feels like my fats and muscles are going to fall of my bones. >.<
I want to rest. Scratch that. I need rest. Badly. If not for the team and their incessant reminder of how good it would feel when I get my 13th month pay this Christmas. >.< I can use that to buy more baking materials. Sacrifices in life. Tsk. Tsk. If I suddenly go cuckoo one of these days, I’ll resign and actually apply as a help in one of the panaderias here. Hehe. I want to learn more about baking. 
I just hope my brain and body adjusts to my work soon. I feel so sluggish these days. Bleh.
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DumDeeDum
I haven’t had time to learn another recipe to try. I don’t even think I have the time with my current schedule. My life is currently, work-eat-sleep-bath-work-eat-sleep-bath-work. I’m missing the huge amount of idle time I had back when I wasn’t working still. Before I can bake anytime I want to bake. These days, I can’t even get my eyes open long enough to open the oven when I get home. Hopefully my shift schedule stays the same because if that’s the case, I’ll be home on Christmas Eve as well as New Year. I’m the one in-charge for our meals during these times so I handle everything in the kitchen and our dining room. Hopefully, I can make all the things I want to make for that like the egg nog recipes I found earlier. It might be interesting for our family to start a new tradition. 
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When duty calls…
My teammates and I were joking about requesting seats that has built-in toilets with them. Sunday night when my shift started, I had to sit for more than 4 hours straight because it was queuing. Its actually hard to squeeze in a personal break because the calls just came in so fast. Lol. Someone mentioned we should get an adult diaper for each of us so that we can pee in case we really need to pee and were still on a call. -sigh- I only experienced wearing one back when I had my appendix taken out when I was in highschool still. Wearing one isn’t comfortable for me because I’m the kind who can’t sit still when I’m wearing a liner or a pad.
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No time for other things
I’ve been so busy at work (I wake up at 2 am, take a bath, get picked up by the tricycle at 2:45am, then ride the shuttle at 3am then arrives at the site at 3:20am, eats breakfast until 3:40, goes to the washroom for 15 minutes, then heads onto the meeting room for our pre-shift meeting scheduled at 4am everyday, then 5am we start work then we finish at 2pm if we don’t get extended calls then we go and have a post-shift meeting, then I get home around 6pm) that I haven’t done other things apart from sleeping and waking up for work. >.< We are officially done with the bridge process tomorrow so we will start working in production on Sunday. No day-off for us. Grrrrrrrr. Oh well.
I'll just console myself by looking at these Beautifeel shoes.
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Might try some pill thingy.
One of my Mom’s friends recommended a pill or a supplement (I really can’t remember which) and I might try it depending on what the results other people are getting from it. I’m fine with the skin I have at the moment but I am not against taking anti-oxidants to help my body better. I’ll have to check them out later when she visits us and I’ll have to decide which one to take. I’m trying to be safe so I don’t want to take many pills because I still take some pills for my headaches (they still haunt me at times). I don’t want to get addicted to any pills. I can’t afford checking in a drug treatment center, besides Dad would go berserk. Lol. I have no desire to be the first in the clan to take a drug treatment. I’m the eldest and I do want to set a good example to the young ones.
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Just woke up. Sort of.
After a hectic week from bridge (well we still have this week left before we hit production), I finally had enough rest to get a decent amount of shuteye. After our shift ended at 2pm last Saturday, the team dispersed to prepare for our teambuilding which will be held in Shercon/Siercon (I forgot the spelling…). We were to meet up in Robinsons again around 6pm. So I joined the group that was assigned in buying the things needed from the market then we headed over to Reggie’s house to prepare them. We left Rob around 7pm so we got to Siercon/Shercon around 8pm already.
The place was really good, it wasn’t as fabulous as a Mykonos villa rentals could have been but it was beautiful enoughfor me. We paid 5k for the hut and entrance (We were 20) and we stayed there until 9am. I haven’t uploaded the pictures yet since my desktop is literally dead (Its my memory I think because I still get beeps if I take it off my MoBo) and I can’t use the laptop for it because I don’t want to fill it with our teams pictures and videos. Since some are for private eyes only. Lol.
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